dealated

I might start using this again just to have somewhere to post about certain things. Like I really need to talk about how upset I am that I got blackout drunk at my brothers party on Saturday. I was probably super annoying and did dumb stuff. Mostly I'm upset I don't remember doing any of the things I did. I hate that so much, having just a void in my brain where I know that I was doing things. I want to screammmmm